As I began reading Philip Gustons’s interviews, I found myself building a campfire in my backyard and enjoying a few moments of solitude. While reading, I noticed the wind blowing through the trees, which reminded me of the artist Ned Kahn who constructed several kinetic facades to showcase the patterns of the wind. The wind is like magic, quietly rolling through our lives, slowly uprooting vegetation and trash, rustling people’s hair. It would be fascinating to build an installation with some sort of device that could optically depict the wind.
“If we value the pursuit of knowledge, we must be free to follow wherever that search may lead us. The free mind is not a barking dog, to be tethered on a ten-foot chain.”
Adlai Stevenson Jr.
The ache. I feel it. The artist’s pains. Not some deep psychological burn to create some deep dark mysterious whatever (because its already there), but the actual psychical pain of working. No one tells you that painting everyday will give you constant shoulder and back pains. People fail to mention the paint-splattered clothes and the pungent smell of oil and mediums filling the room. My body aches for the love of painting. Its not talked about enough. We all would sacrifice anything for someone you love. Painting is my love, my devotion, and I would hurt for it anytime.
“That’s art. That’s the real smell of reality, of creation. You make real things.”
Artists have always depicted the delicate play of societies’ triumphs and pitfalls, creating their own breakthrough movements and advances, grasping to stay ahead of the game. We have a deep-rooted passion do evolve and create, research and discover, plot and plunder. Discover and destroy.
I stumbled upon a wonderful book, Herbal Medicine the Natural Way to Get Well and Stay Well by Dian Buchman. According to the book, plants have always been our main way of medicine. Plants are basic in most effective drugs. Most plants can only be used in their raw state. Such as in a fruit from Africa that can heal skin cancer, like WHAT. That would be so helpful. But why are we not allowed to have such access to such a plant? I can’t just waltz into Africa, somehow find that plant after extensive research and travel, either grow it from a seed that I barter for or buy the actual fruit, then either make it into a paste and bring it back through customs, or hope shipping the fruit would work. Mass-producing said plant through chemical reproduction is dangerous, and by Dr. Stecher’s findings dangerous and unsuccessful.
Willow bark is nature’s greater anti-flammatory plants, and was soon duplicated by a German scientist who broke down the chemical code by using the spirea plant family instead of willow bark which resulted in our most common drug found in our medicine cabinets, Aspirin. Kinda scary right? Most of our common drugs ARE artificially based while being derived from nature.
Recently I have been focusing on rebalancing my body and restoring it to its native energy levels. The industrial revolution has molded us into believing the excessive consumption of goods and splicing everything in the name of science is the way to go. However, the Earth is slowly revealing, perhaps this way was wrong.
Another book I have been interested in recently is called The Alphabet Versus the Goddess by Leonard Shlain. “Fear of death lies behind another trait peculiar to humans-guilt.” Shlain, 30. Early Paleolithic sites revealed through sculpture that females were divine mother figures and inextricably associated with death, as all things that die return to life through the agency of the female. The earth is both womb and tomb.
Leonard also reveals that when humans introduced the alphabet, our society as a whole became predominately left brain thinking, or “male”. This shift upset the balance between men and women, initiating the decline of the feminine, and also ushered in the reign of patriarchy and sexism. Whenever you utilize both the left and right brain, you become intellectually compassionate, able to comprehend way more in life!
“We have to create our own situation in order to give ourselves the illusion that we have free will.”
Sacred Geometry is the geometry of consciousness. There is a “3rd Informational System” called the Circles and Squares of Human Consciousness.” The cube is like the father of all shapes, while the sphere is the mother of all shapes. Leonardo da Vinci knew about this interaction of shapes, and drew the Vitruvian Man. What Leonardo was drawing was actually the first level of consciousness.
I have started using Sacred Geometry in some of my art works, and I have to admit, its pretty interesting, Just the act of creating, say the flower of life, is calming and enjoyable and creating a beautiful pattern with just a compass is awesome! In nature, the rules of Sacred Geometry can be found everywhere! Take a tomato seed for example. It starts out as something simple, grows into a more complex stalk, then a flower, and finally a tomato. Sacred Geometry follows those same guidelines, starting from a simple shape and ending with something elaborate and magnificent.
“Beauty takes care of itself”
Amazingly, a human start out as a sphere (the egg) and divides inwards (into a pattern that looks like the flower of life) and then can divide outwards. Then you become a four-celled tetrahedron, then a star tetrahedron with eight cells. Then you become a mess of cells until you form your heart at the center of the blob. Did you know the heart is 100 times electrically stronger and up to 5,000 times magnetically stronger than your brain?
To sum everything up, I have found myself researching, living, and making things that basically “question everything”. I’m not quite sure where I’m heading with all of this; expect I’m trying to understand this crazy world that we exist in. It’s so important to learn throughout life and discover its beautiful, mystical, and amazing wonders.
“An ‘Apocalypse’ is a disclosure of something hidden from the majority of mankind, in an Era dominated by falsehood and misconception.”